Last week I suffered my 2nd miscarriage this year. This week is annual holiday week with the in-laws. Usually we stay dmil amd dfil in their holiday cottage and are joined by dsil amd dbil for a few days. This yr I was informed that halfway through the wk dh and I would need to rent another cottage as dbil and dsil have a 7mth old that now needed its own room. Im struggling this week. From my first pregnancy this yr I would have been 30wks. it's all so unfair. So far all we've talked about is the baby and all its firsts etc. I'm acting like a child but can't shake the feeling of sadness and urge to cry constantly. I want to be happy and welcoming but Im not sure I can do it. Thought I was coping well til mil tells me the christening is on what would have been my due date. aibu to not want to go? Sorry this is a long and pointless rant!! DH hasn't told his family about my 2nd miscarriage as he didnt want to make them sad before their holiday so I guess I'll have to keep smiling to keep everyone else happy. This is so rubbish :-/ When will I start to feel normal again????
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