Hello Ladies. I am a long-time lurker but this is the first time I've posted. I have a lovely (ha - most of the time) dd who is nearly 3 and I have been ttc a sibling for her for 15 months now. After a chemical pg in August and an mmc in January I am still not pg and I am feeling worse this month - I don't know why.
I thought I had coped pretty well with the mmc but I suppose in the back of my mind I thought I would fall pg again pretty quickly and now it's sinking in that there still could be a long and gruelling road ahead. I know I shouldn't be moaning when I already have a lovely dd and I know I would feel much worse if I was still ttc dc1 but I keep thinking about the increasing gap between dd and her sibling and feel sad about the family life I had envisaged for her slipping away. She has lots of friends but no cousins either.
I am on my 2ww now and finding it hard to think about anything else, while trying to prepare myself for another disappointment. The baby I lost would have been due in August. Until recently I had focussed more on ttc than on the mmc but as more and more friends are announcing pregnancies with due dates much later than August I am finding I am dwelling again on what might have been.
Sorry for this whinge - I do know much worse things happen to families and I do focus on the positives most of the time. I don't know why I'm finding that harder this month. Sending my best wishes to all of you who have suffered infertility or pregnancy loss.
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Feeling low while ttc dc2 after miscarriage
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tohelenback · 30/05/2014 10:54
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