Hi everyone this has been playing on my mind all the time lately, in June 2011 I had a missed miscarriage I was completely devastated and just keep reliving the words the nurse said to us "sit up, I'm sorry but I can't find a heartbeat" 2 months later I was pregnant again my little baby boy is now 23 months old and I adore the life out of him. But even though I have him I still feels so emotional that I lost the other little angel they said the baby died at 6 weeks and I just keep trying to remember what I was doing at 6 weeks into my pregnancy, I used to work in costa coffee and it was such a demanding job that I think was that it? I read though some other threads that people have posted and I feel ashamed posting this as I have already got the most adorable little boy ever but I really just wish I could have at least held my other angel or known wether it was a boy or a girl, my heart says it was a girl but I don't know and it just makes it 10 times harder as I would liked to have named her, I'm finding it hard to grieve and it's been nearly 3 years?
Sorry for the long post just trying to get it all out
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Seems silly to mourn after I have a 23 month old
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Deenamumof1 · 01/04/2014 00:58
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