So I lost my precious miracle in the early hours of Thursday morning and I guess I just need to share a little of my story and try and find some support.
After 6 years of trying to conceive we were finally blessed with our miracle bean, only to loose him ( I know he wasn't a boy but to us from the start he had been a boy so we refer to him as him) at 9+5 :,(.
I cannot stop crying, I feel so awful and then feel guilty because I know deep down my pain is no worse than anyone else's. I just can't accept that it's happened, I just want my baby back...what if it never happens again, or if it takes another 6 years? When will I stop bleeding? I feel as though I was just kicked out of the hospital with no information and don't know where to turn :( I just don't know what to do now?
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Carly6971 · 08/02/2014 11:00
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