I had a MMC in the middle of August. Was 9 weeks, baby had died at 8+4. It was an IVF pregnancy, the last frozen embryo we had from our first IVF cycle that resulted in DS.
I had felt so lucky to have got pregnant from the same 'batch' and was relaxing into PG. I had been so nervous when pregnant with DS.
I was getting weekly scans (paranoid) so found out as early as we could. Ended up opting for an ERPC as I just wanted it out and the whole thing over .
Since then we have had two IVF cycles back to back, as soon as the consultant allowed me to. I have two embryos frozen from each as my lining broke down before we could get to a fresh transfer. I am sure this has not helped emotionally but I feel the only way to heal is to get pregnant again. I am now waiting to bleed after the last cycle to start the pill to go straight into an FET.
I am just finding it all incredibly hard. I am crying at most things. It doesn't help that I 'should' be getting ready to go on mat leave and with my EDD fast approaching (21 March) I had really hoped to be PG again. I am just so devastated by it all.
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vallinnapod · 04/02/2014 19:26
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