Don't know what to write really...

(13 Posts)
Goggles1982 Fri 03-Jan-14 08:35:35

All I know is that 2 weeks ago at 22+3 weeks I lost my beautiful little girl Eva and I'm struggling.
I should be 'blooming' and glowing and instead I'm planning Eva's service for next Friday and feel empty, numb and heartbroken in a way that I never thought was possible.

ApplesinmyPocket Fri 03-Jan-14 08:43:18

I'm so sorry.

What a beautiful name for your little girl.

Only1scoop Fri 03-Jan-14 11:29:25

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Eva is a beautiful name. I understand that numb feeling. Will be thinking of you.thanks

PicardyThird Fri 03-Jan-14 11:30:45

Oh, you poor love. flowers I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved daughter Eva.
Take good care of yourself, physically and emotionally.

stargirl1701 Fri 03-Jan-14 11:31:06

I'm so sorry OP.

katatonic Fri 03-Jan-14 11:58:33

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bakingtins Fri 03-Jan-14 19:30:49

I'm so sorry, goggles
You've probably already been directed towards the SANDS website but if not there is lots of help available there.
Holding you in our thoughts for next week.

Goggles1982 Sat 04-Jan-14 14:02:55

Thank you all for your kind words - you are all so lovely!

DH went back to work on Thursday so everything became a bit more real especially now that Christmas is out of the way (I don't mean that to sound awful) and I have a lot more time to think. We are due to see the funeral director on Monday which will hopefully help to get some of the questions out of my head and let me to feel like I'm doing something useful before Friday.

Thank you all again. xxx

Trooperslane Sat 04-Jan-14 14:10:59

Just hugs xxxxxx

Only1scoop Sat 04-Jan-14 16:13:42

Will be thinking of you goggles x

nearlyreadytopop Sat 04-Jan-14 18:41:38

I am so sorry for your loss goggles Eva is a beautiful name. thanks

purple84 Fri 10-Jan-14 15:59:10

So sorry for your loss of your beautiful baby girl Eva.
Hope today went as well as these things can.
xx

lougle Fri 10-Jan-14 16:09:46

I'm sorry you had to meet Eva so early, with such sadness. Did you manage to get any keepsakes? I hope the funeral director gives you a service you can treasure when you look back on this time.

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