Don't know what to write really...

[Goggles1982]

All I know is that 2 weeks ago at 22+3 weeks I lost my beautiful little girl Eva and I'm struggling.
I should be 'blooming' and glowing and instead I'm planning Eva's service for next Friday and feel empty, numb and heartbroken in a way that I never thought was possible.

[ApplesinmyPocket]

I'm so sorry.

What a beautiful name for your little girl.

[Only1scoop]

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Eva is a beautiful name. I understand that numb feeling. Will be thinking of you.

[PicardyThird]

Oh, you poor love. I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved daughter Eva.
Take good care of yourself, physically and emotionally.

[stargirl1701]

I'm so sorry OP.

[bakingtins]

I'm so sorry, goggles
You've probably already been directed towards the SANDS website but if not there is lots of help available there.
Holding you in our thoughts for next week.

[Goggles1982]

Thank you all for your kind words - you are all so lovely!

DH went back to work on Thursday so everything became a bit more real especially now that Christmas is out of the way (I don't mean that to sound awful) and I have a lot more time to think. We are due to see the funeral director on Monday which will hopefully help to get some of the questions out of my head and let me to feel like I'm doing something useful before Friday.

Thank you all again. xxx

[Trooperslane]

Just hugs xxxxxx

[Only1scoop]

Will be thinking of you goggles x

[nearlyreadytopop]

I am so sorry for your loss goggles Eva is a beautiful name.

[purple84]

So sorry for your loss of your beautiful baby girl Eva.
Hope today went as well as these things can.
xx

[lougle]

I'm sorry you had to meet Eva so early, with such sadness. Did you manage to get any keepsakes? I hope the funeral director gives you a service you can treasure when you look back on this time.