So basically the title says it all really.
Basic history - mmc in May, was 9 weeks by my dates but a scan at both week 8 and week 9 showed baby miscarried at week 5 but my body hadn't passed it/absorbed it. So had ERPC, then an infection.
Was pretty down and depressed for months, till about early August I'd say, then the fog started to lift. Life has been ok since then, a bit up and down emotionally but on the whole I've coped pretty well.
Now I'm 16 days away from what would have been my due date and I'm crumbling again. Feel pretty much on the verge of tears and very emotionally over sensitive. I'm dreading Christmas Day, which on the flip side makes me feel even worse as I have a 5 year old who deserves so much better than a mummy who cries all the time.
Has anyone else been through this around due dates? How can I cope with this grief? Am I abnormal? Does it get easier after the due date or will it always be this hard on miscarriage date and due date? x
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Due date of miscarried baby on Christmas Day, struggling with grief again
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MrsGiraffe12 · 09/12/2013 14:44
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