So I had some bleeding last night (after having sex) and a tiny bit of spotting this morning.
I did a pregnancy test (not even sure why) and it came back negative. Really surprised me as I thought the hormone levels took ages to go down even when you miscarry.
I would have been 12 weeks on Monday.
Anyway, I suppose I am waiting for the inevitable now. I will call the midwife tomorrow morning and see what she says.
Its my DDs birthday tomorrow though and there is a whole host of family coming over for the day. What if it all happens when they are there? None of them know and I don't want them to. What if I get called in for a scan or offered an appointment to discuss the possibility of an ERPC. I can't just leave the party randomly for a few hours with no excuse. I am going to have to tell people aren't I? I really don't want to.
Not looking forward to telling my husband when he gets home this evening either. This will be 2 in a row we have lost, as well as the one before having DD. I am not sure I can go through trying again only to face this again.
Not looking for any replies really, just needed to get it out there before I have to find the words to tell DH.
Could really do with 10 minutes alone, but DD is so excited about being 3 tomorrow, she has been bouncing off the walls and all over me all day.
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