I told my line manager today and she was brilliant. I'm keeping a low profile for a couple of days and have asked that she doesn't tell any one else as I don't want this to effect my work with the new mums, although I'm not sure how much support I'll be with my head so full of thoughts. My sister is also about to have a baby any day so I can't tell my family what's happened as I don't want to cast a shadow over their celebrations. I'm working hard at putting on a brave face. Thanks for your advice Black I'm preparing myself should it hit me what's happened. I've had a much better day today, yesterday was hard. Ironically, I'm co ordinating a new counselling service in work, think I might be the first client!