Hi there Ladies.
I've just turned 37 and have had 5 mc's in the space of two years, the last one in October 2010. I'm under the care of St Mary's RMC and have been tested for everything to no avail.
We gave ourselves a little break over Christmas and I really did manage to 'just get on with life' but having returned from a holiday and the news that two friends are about to have their second children I am feeling a bit overwhelmed with sadness. I have no DC.
I'm actually feeling really angry that there's no support for people like me. My surgery won't give me counseling as their computer analysis tells them 'I don't need it'. The MC Association seem to have hardly any active groups and aren't able to offer anything. Having spent over £100 each time on three sessions in central London I can't really justify more private help and I don't think I should have to. I feel really strongly that anyone who's gone through this terrible experience should have some proper support offered to them.
I realise I sound like a mad woman but I'm feeling sad and angry and lonely today. I feel that I need to make my peace with being childless because it's just too hard to keep feeling this way.
I know nobody can make this better for me but I'd be really grateful if anyone has any words of wisdom or some positive thoughts to share.
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5 MCs in 2 years - am really struggling at the moment
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MsJL · 01/02/2011 11:18
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