Ooh, need to chat this over a bit...
The background is that DD's father decided he didn't want to see me (or the baby) ever again as soon as I told him I was pregnant. He's since messed me around a bit more but is completely out of the picture now. I was pretty messed up over it but after a bit of counselling realised what an unhealthy relationship it was and decided to move on.
So, I went online about 6 months ago and met this bloke. He's been so fantastic, on our first date he helped me unpack my van of possessions into storage (I was mid-moving house), and he's been totally perfect ever since. He has a 7-year-old daughter from a previous marriage who he gets every 2nd weekend and we all have such fun going on family days out, the kids get on really well and DD absolutely adores him and asks for him all the time when he's not there (she's 2 and a half). He's so sweet to me too, always listens, usually says the right thing, is always there when I need anything, and treats me like a princess.
All great, right? Well, yeah, but now we've started chatting about moving in together, and my imagination has suddenly started running riot. I'm thinking, no-one can be THAT good, what is he hiding? What if he's lulled me into a false sense of security and wants to get a place together so he can do terrible things to DD? (I work long hours so he'd end up with her on his own quite often in the evenings). It's not that I don't trust him, cos I totally do and feel really safe with him, it's more that I'm starting to doubt my own judgment. After all, you hear about such bad things happening with men who seemed lovely and fooled everyone... how can you know? Also, I feel a bit like I only have his word to go with on everything. I think he's been very much a family man and therefore doesn't have masses of mates and I haven't really met anyone else in his life except for his daughter, so I have no other context to help me feel safe that he's not a total con man. Um, also he has a 16-year-old step-daughter from his last marriage, and she's fine and has a good relationship with him - but again, I only have his word to go with on that.
Argh, I know I'm probably being really unfair on him! But of course DD's wellbeing is most important and if I make a mistake here it could be massively serious. Am I being completely paranoid or are these fair enough concerns? Anyone got any ideas or been in the same situation?
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Hikey · 10/11/2008 13:18
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