Scared of being a lone parent, scared of what my future holds, what my dd's future holds, will I ever meeting anyone again, can i ever trust anyone again after what dh has done, i'm just scared
When dh left it was because I didn't do this that or the other, didn't go out enough, watched my soaps, didn't entertain people at home, didn't respect him or his work, basically he blamed me we argued he walked, everytime i've tried to talk to him we argued more and i'm disgusted to say in front of our dd sometimes, last night was the nail in the coffin he was downright abusive to me. I walked 5mile home with dd last night after trying to calm him down and talk he called this morning and I flatly refused to talk to him infact told him to go through his solicitor now (i should add the relationship was never an abusive one) how could something that was full of love be so full of hatred now.
I feel totally lost like out at sea without a paddle, part of me just wants to dive straight in the water (if that makes sense?) I'm really really scared and I feel so alone
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TLV · 10/01/2008 13:09
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