The pain just doesnt ever get any easier. My little bOy spends his time between mummy and daddy. I feel like we might as well take an arm each, pull and see what happens. I dont believe xp has any idea what he is doing to such a small child, he's not a fashion accessory for pulling down the park. I had a hard time some years ago, quite serious mental health problems. Still in the midst of court proceedings, fighting his vicious lies. It feels like I'll never be allowed to leave this very difficult and traumatic part of my life behind. After treatment, I am now working with others who have 'had a hard time' I really love it, and I hope I can make even just a little difference. But, I ache when my little boy isnt with me. I spent so long not going out, fearing daddy would just push him past me in the pram like I was invisible, again. Or, dread seeing other young mums out in the sunshine and happy. Now, I have him most of the time and I love him so much and I think he is secure with that. Although I cant deny Im still finding this hard, I do have a message of hope! Expect recovery from mental health problems, just as you would from an ear infection! Seriously though, these terrible things we sometimes feel and terrible things we sometimes do to ourselves as a result, are symptoms. They dont make us bad people. When I find myself feeling a little sorry for myself, I do a reality check. Im still alive, and I lost people close to me on this journey. Funny I started this so angry, now I feel kind of humble. If you feel like you are battling the stigma of mental ill health, please share? Sorry this is so long, thanks for listening.
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