Hi all,
I would like to tell you a bit about myself so you can get the full picture.
I've rough slept been assaulted you name it I've experienced it I got married at 17 gave birth at 19. Thought this could be a turning point to be the best parent I never had, I went through DV and my whole life came crashing down. I always bottled up everything and never really talked aloud about my experiences. I tried to end my life in 2013 and almost did in August 2016 after I was raped for the umpteenth time. I have never really been the best of mum I live with my family and they sort of bulldozed me when I was trying to raise her and when I stopped trying betrayed me.
I've been chronically depressed and unable to connect with my child who is almost 8. I am now 27. I've lost my sister to suicide who was my rock. And am so lost I don't know what to do. I was considering putting my daughter in care cause this household is unhealthy and I'm a horrible mum. I'm so lost and in too much pain. I'm so angry at my sister for quitting on me and leaving me in pieces but then again how do you fix something that's shattered beyond repair?
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user1476118162 · 10/10/2016 18:00
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