Evening all.
I've spent the last hour or so reading post here, makes me feel slightly better and sad all in one go!
I split with my partner of 3+ years about 3 months ago, we have a son together who will be 1 in a few days.
Christmas to be frank has been awful, with exception of Christmas Morning, my son's 1st christmas.
Over christmas period I came to an arrangement with ex that he would see our son for xmas eve morning till 2pm (he subsquently asked if he could have him from 11 rather than 8.30), on xmas day he had him from 2pm till 5pm then Boxing day 11 till 5pm (11 is when he wakes up from morning nap).
I am not happy about him having our son overnight at present. This hasn't come up until this week when he told me he was buying a cot etc. I asked if we could meet up later that evening to discuss things with regard to our son. It just went so badly. I explained that at the moment I didnt want our son to be away from me overnight. I just think it would be too disruptive to him. He has recently started a new nursery, is teething (5 in one week!) and to be honest he doesnt know his routines, how to comfort him properly. Moreover, he would be staying with his father who makes me (and has always done so) very uncomfortable, he has a history of violence towards his ex wife. Whilst I have never had any reason to think he would hurt my son I just dont feel comfortable.
What I haven't said is that I will never let our son be away overnight but just not at present. I said we would review at Easter.
I have and will continue to let my ex see his son whenever he can.
My worry has been and continues to be as well (even more so now) that ex will not return our son to me at the end of the visit.
He is not happy about this and does not think I can take this decision. I say I can, I have been his primary carer for all of his life and know my son better than anyone. I am not stopping him seeing him just asking that it isnt overnight.
Can anyone help? We have no formal agreement in place and we just seem to jump from one row to the next. Am i better to formalise this with a solicitor? Am i being unreasonable here?
I am the one who left the relationship, my ex has said numerous times that he wants me to go back but I just can't go back to that life now.
I am trying to move on but i feel like I have his chain around my neck yanking me back down at each turn. I regularly use another forum and he has searched on my username and read everything I have written anonymously and called me on it. I just feel so alone right now
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afresh · 27/12/2006 19:47
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