I probably just need a rant so here goes,
This past few weeks I just feel completely & utterly fed up. I am fed up of my house being a constant pig sty, tired of having a mountain of washing, tired of shouting, tired of feeling like a referee in my own house, fed up of never getting to do the things I want to do, fed up of feeling judged.
I love my DSs with all my heart & I would do absolutely anything for them but recently they have pulled at every nerve in me, all I seem to do is scream & shout, there is a permanent bum print in the naughty step cause one of them is always on it, can't even do simple things like go a walk to nursery or even to the shop without me having to shout. i seem to have a constant sore head from all the shouting I have to do.
My house, where do I begin!! I can't go to the bathroom/cook tea/get them clothes etc etc without coming back to a complete bomb site, if I even dare go for a shower u literally cannot see their bedroom floor for toys. Either that or they are pulling lumps out of each other!!
I really wanted to decorate my house in the new year but seems I spend my life tidying up the same mess instead.
By tea time most days I've had enough & I find my self literally pulling my own hair, even sometimes crying because it's all got too much! I have a brilliant set of friends & my mum is great aswell but i am so scared to tell people I amnt coping, what if they try to take my kids away? As much as they are annoying & messy etc I couldn't live with out them! I just feel like I'm not allowed to be fed up, all these people that manage to keep their houses spotless, kids happy, hold down a job & heres me, stay at home mum that's losing the plot, house an absolute state with kids that pull lumps out of each other.
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Hawest1 · 29/01/2016 18:51
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