I don't know if this belongs in here but I need to start somewhere...
Please forgive the self pity but I am in a great deal of pain.
I recently left my husband who is now applying for a divorce. My 5 yr old son remained with his dad as I am unable to support him either emotionally or financially. I know this is what is best for him but as a mother, the decision is killing me. He is my only child and I miss him so much that I don't know if I go on without him. I carried him and my life changed forever when he was born. He is my world and the biggest thing I am struggling with is guilt. I feel so incredibly guilty for abandoning him, particularly as I left 3 days before his 5th birthday.
Is there anyone out there in a similar situation? What do I do? How can I rid myself of this guilt? I cannot live like this.
Hal
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PhoenixFlies · 01/01/2016 23:25
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