Breast lump terror

[royalmama]

It all still feels so surreal. I found the lump, panicked, fang up the hospital and got an appointment for the next morning. No sleep that night and all
I could do until the appointment was keep myself busy to avoid more worrying. I had a mammogram and ultrasound and am now seeing an oncologist who is going to book me in for a core biopsy because the lump does not look normal.i am simply overwhelmed. I keep looking at my DC and feel tremendously anxious. I am not so worried about what I may have to go through, but what this will all mean to them. I know I should wait for the biopsy result, but I can not help worrying so much and feeling like I am suddenly a the edge of a very steep cliff.if you can offer me any advice, guidance, experience on what I have been flung into and what to expect, I would so appreciate it. I am still hoping this is all just a bad dream.