Sorry, I need to vent.
I have pcos and two lovely children conceived with clomid. I would really love a third but know this is about 99.9% unlikely without clomid again. My husband isn't wildly keen on the idea of a third but says he's willing to discuss it again at Christmas and if it happened it would not be the worst thing ever. You know what I mean. Men!
Anyhoooo, my good friend has just told me she is pregnant, and it was a total surprise. She had a horrendous pregnancy with her second, delivered very early, both nearly died and there have been various health issues ever since and the child is now almost five.
My issue here is that I guess a large part of me is massively jealous that she has got pregnant by surprise, as I know that this will never happen to me and I so want to be pregnant and have another child. Obviously I realise I am incredibly lucky to have two such healthy fantabulous children already.
Shes really really suffering with sickness and seems to be telling the world and his wife about it.
I want to shout at her that she effing lucky to just fall pregnant and please just shut up about how terrible you are feeling, while so many would love to feeling tht shit if it meant there was a much tried for baby inside.
I'm trying to be very supportive, I even offered to clean her house because she can't easily do it, but I'm really struggling with my emotions over this one.
Sorry that was a bit rambly, I'm just a bit of a mess. And if one more friend tells me they are pregnant I think I'm going to tear their head off. Which might not go down well.
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kennycat · 22/09/2016 20:00
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