I am so relieved to find a place where I can seek support and hopefully empathise and help others. Up until now I have felt the weight of this struggle on my own but I am hoping this method of expression will both help and educate with ways of coping.
My husband and I have been trying for 10 months which I appreciate to some is a long time and to others it's not. For me it's a lifetime. Every period is another reminder of my failure. I feel that I'm being punished for something. 3 people I know have immediately become pregnant on their first attempts in the last month and they won't tell anyone else but they've all told me. Part of me thinks they've only told me to have a dig because they know i've been trying but then am I being too sensitive.
I had my Progesterone (21 day) blood test almost 2 weeks ago, the nurse put the wrong label on the bloods so the lab tested for everything else apart from my P levels. To top it off for the first time in years, I didn't come on as normal the following week and after 4 P/Tests, I'm definitely not pregnant. Now I have to wait for my next P and 21 days after that before I can try again.
It's worth mentioning that my husband has children from a previous relationship which isolates me even further as I've not been able to follow suit. My hubby is wonderful and very supportive but he's also powerless to do anything as am I. The waiting game is frustrating and although I try to 'get on with life' I feel like my life has stopped even though I keep busy. It's like I'm walking round in a daze because nothing else is important to me anymore. My job, my friendships...they all just seem irrelevant to me right now.
Does anybody have any coping mechanisms that helped them keep positive and stop it from becoming all encompassing and viewing everyone around you as purposely being nasty?
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Lifeisprecious84 · 05/05/2015 14:55
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