Testing after a natural FET - anyone else going mad?

[allchatnicknamesgone]

I don't have much to say really apart from I'm driving myself a bit mad and searching on google far too much, so I thought I'd post and talk to sane people rather than reading a bunch of US posts from like 2009!

I had one 5 day blast transferred late afternoon last Tues (not sure that really matters!). I don't have any frosties left so I'm praying this works, but I have the feeling of doom. AF due on Thurs. I really feel like it's coming. I have the cramping. It feels the heavy feeling of AF and not the pregnancy cramps I've had before. I'm praying I'm wrong.

I crumbled this afternoon which is 6dp and had a bfn. It's too early isn't it? I kept reading all the bloody success stories at this point.

Urghhhh. Anyone else going though the FET 2ww and wants to vent?

[naty1]

Its still pretty early 12dpo today? I didnt test until 14 with a fresh cycle and dont think frozen embryos grow as fast but could be wrong.
Fx

[allchatnicknamesgone]

I know it's too early and I've made myself feel worse. I held out for 16 days after EC on the fresh cycle so I'm not sure where my self control has gone. Desperation I think to see a line and put me out of my misery.

Just re-looked at calendar dates and I'm actually due Friday.

Had bfn today but I have no more sticks and I'm not going to buy anymore to the weekend if I don't come on Friday. I just know it's coming though. All the tell tales signs are there and even knicker watch is doing everything it normally does on AF run up.

Thanks for replying though naty. Think I read your story on another thread. You ok?

[naty1]

Im 16w after 2/3 ivf in 2014. 2 ec and another 1 cancelled. Ive never had any frosties so i think getting that far is really positive.
Only major difference with failed cycle was spotting started 12dpo.
I couldnt really tell from the symptoms.
The wait is horrible

[allchatnicknamesgone]

Well I think my 2ww is coming to end now. I just had very light brown cm. It's early for me but is exactly how my period starts and I feel it building. I'm fighting back tears. Not really sure what to do from here. I don't know the problem so I don't know how to fix it.

Congrats to you. Hope you are enjoying the 2nd trimester!

[naty1]

Hopefully its not that. Do you get given progesterone on a natural FET?

[allchatnicknamesgone]

No. No drugs what so ever. I asked about progesterone because I had some left over from fresh cycle and they said body will produce enough naturally.
It is AF. You just know don't you?
Thx for replying.