I and DH have tried many times with natural conception, IUI, 5 attempts at ICSI. I am struggling to hold my life together. I get a pain in my gut when I see a pregnant woman in the shop or in the street. The feeling is sometimes very strong and brings tears to my eyes. I feel like my family walk on egg shells and my DH has told me he feels like he walks on egg shells the whole time. It is painful and saddening to think that the love I have to give to a little human being (who I could parent and guide through childhood and adulthood) will never come to be bestowed on a little person that was created by me. My family and friends (except two couples) have all had 2 or 3 children without any fertility issues at all. Am I selfish to want to be a parent so badly? I feel worthless and useless. I have always felt inferior to other women. I have always felt less pretty, less clever, less interesting and less of a woman than other women I know. I went to an all girls school and this started at age 12-13. Can anyone suggest ways of coping?
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I feel so lost that I can't seem to conceive a child
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KC11 · 03/11/2014 17:59
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