I'm a long time lurker, first time poster. I've reached breaking point and need support.
My story so far:
I conceived 7 years ago, no charting or opks, back when ttc seemed easy. My DC was born at 25weeks and was very poorly for a very long time. Nobody ever knew why, potentially a problem with bowel in utero as DC required a bowel resection shortly after birth (I was borderline for too much fluid at 20wk scan) My DC is severely disabled but has a great quality of life and is an absolute character
Fast forward to now. I have a new partner. We want another child. 2years ago I was diagnosed with mild endometriosis, my ovaries were adhered to my pelvic wall and a few adhesions were present. Surgeon removed it, freed up ovaries and said everything looked 'perfect'. He told us to try for 6months and seemed pretty confident we would conceive.
That was 11 months ago. In the meantime I've had an HSG all clear and SA was good.
Ovulation is excruciating, I have brown spotting every month from 3dpo. One month this went on heavily for a fortnight and was an array of colours ranging from red to black, I ended up in A&E after a fainting episode. I feel consciously aware of my cervix, as if it's swollen or irritated or something. All swabs and smears have come back clear, I've had numerous tests.
My surgeon doesn't seem worried about this aspect but was worried about my late ovulation and irregular cycles (day 21 ov) and decided to start me on Clomid 2-6. This is the first month and today, at 4dpo, the brown spotting has started. I am crushed. I feel like it's never going to happen. I feel like I'm broken. And I've become desperate to speak to people who understand. I thought at the very least Clomid may hold off the spotting that can get quite heavy closer to AF. I had 2 follies at CD13 measuring 16mm. I ovulated on CD18 and 20 day scan showed fluid from corpus luteum on the left. The right had gone too. Can't get my progesterone blood results as secretary is on leave. Not sure what difference it would make anyway.
Just feel like it's never going to happen.
Is there anybody similar to me on here? Feel so lonely and fed up.
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WhereTheresTeaTheresHope · 14/02/2014 16:03
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