I went back to work over 2 weeks ago, at the end of the first week, nursery phoned me to say DD was "ill"! So I picked her up. She was hot, it was hot in the nursery and she was tired, by the time I got her home she had fallen asleep in the car and had cooled down. Not so ill then.
The second week, there was a burst pipe and DD had to be at home with me. Try sending emails with a 5 month old screeching, so worked in the evening.
This week,it was the turn of DS to just about sabotage my career. Monday vomited, but nursery didnt call me. Today (Wed) took him in, and he was like a limp lettuce. Dropped him off, worked like mad all morning (knowing he would need me to get him). Phoned nursery to see how he was and said I would go and get him.
I am now at home with him and his sore tummy thinking, how much more can I take?!! DH cannot take time off, he is on call. I work in the computer industry (very male).
Either I am getting paranoid or I am thinking I will be next for the chop, when the next lot of redundancies come around. The thing is that when I have to look after the children I make up the work, doing what I had to have done that day in the evening. Even though in between the washing machine, the dryer the ironing, the sterilising of bottles, making of meals, I dont have much time in the evenings. So it is a bit of a sacrafice.
Anyhow just wondered how many others panic and think , this is so out of my control. I think it is so unfair, but is it me making it unfair? Would it not be better to work P/T?
I have tried to discuss this option with DH but he won't hear of it, he has said that if I work P/T I may as well leave as they won't take me seriously. I have worked so hard to get to where I have that I know part of that is true, but the higher up the more pressure and the more work is required.
I just think I feel pulled in all directions, and all for the children or work. Not for myself anymore. Oh God sorry everyone! just had to think it out in an email.
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Been back to work for 12 1/2 days - complete rant!
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gosh2 · 05/03/2003 15:01
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