Back to work full time and seriously not loving it. I hate being apart from my LO for such long periods of time and he is not a content little baby anymore. I'm a teacher with a long commute leaving at 7am and returning near 5pm. Part time would be great but would never get it due to timetable issues. Anyone else been in this situation? Paying for childcare not a problem as parents and in laws great help. Don't want to give up work completely but what else can I do? Have taught secondary and primary music. Considering private tutoring. Suggestions?