I used to work freelance but office based, always 5 day week but at different companies. I have no perm job to go back to but been offered work in January, when dd will be 8 months. I cant work less days or hours (usually 10-6) cos i wont get work, so its all or nothing. I do enjoy my work and its a profession, but i wont be earning masses and dont have big career path - i'd be going back to pay mortgage.
But i feel so miserable at the very idea of giving my precious dd to anyone else.. feels like someone else will be bringing her up.. I know its reality and I'm not the first but it just feels wrong at the moment, i cant even bring myself to phone childcare options as i keep bursting into tears at the idea, It seems everyone i know works part time.
Anyone out there been through this? What helped? Whats the best kind of childcare for full time? Could afford nannyshare, cm or reasonable nursery. Also longish hours seem to be tricky for all childcare - again surely i cant be the first..help its stressing me out!!
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back2schoolblues · 25/08/2006 19:00
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