Not sure where to begin and to be honest just need to vent.
Well me first for once...
I don't seem to be able to cope any longer. I've got a lot of muscular sceletal issues which have been made worse by my last pregnancy. I had SPD from week 9. I have tendinitis in my shoulders, it was one of the reasons I had to stop breastfeeding my son. ( now 6 months). I had a painkilling injection for it a couple of months ago but it has already worn off. I had a knee reconstruction about 15 years ago and am now in chronic pain with that leg. The GP has given me painkillers and I'm waiting to see a specialist. The SPD has not fully healed yet. I have a cervical rib and trapped nerves in my neck and arms.
I am at home all day with 2 DCs aged 6 months and 2. It hurts to lift either of them and I struggle to walk with the pushchair someways.
I had a mirena coil fitted last week. It was at the local family planning clinic not my GP and the doctor was so rough with the speculum I hyperventilated. It was so painful that I didn't feel the coil being fitted. I felt brutalised to be honest and came home in tears. I am trying to get the energy to make a complaint but haven't yet.
I have a history of depression but have been doing great since my first DC was born. I am worried it has returned now or is it just the coil? I am supposed to be taking DCs to playgroup this morning but keep crying so am here on mumsnet and they are in front of CBeebies.
I am also really worried about the baby. He is teething at the moment so very needy. He is also a reflux baby and has been on prescribed formula for several months as breast feeding just didn't work out ( BF DC for 10 months) so feel guilty about that. The a few weeks ago he was referred to hospital as he was turning blue. That was resolved but they picked up on his unusual headshape and that he has a raised fontanelle. We were at the hospital for 10 hours while they did test after test and then back for 3 days of the next 5. They ruled out meningitis or anything 'acute' but then have left us in a sort or limbo - they haven't said what they think it is... But they haven't discharged us and said they will think about it and get back to me? It has been suggested by other people that it looks to them like it could be cranio syntosis. 3 weeks on and I'm still waiting. We've got an an outpatient appointment in a couple of weeks but we've been left with ' just monitor him and bring him to aAnd e if he is "irritable" he's teething FFS.
It brings back issues we had with DC1 as a baby who was rushed to a London specialist hospital with a suspected brain tumour. This turned out to be a false alarm ( after 5 days we were discharged with ' maybe it was a virus') but that experience has added to my anxiety over DC2s issues
DC1 has been referred for Speech problems which in turn has thrown up my own hearing problems ( which never normally worry me) but now I am worried that I gave not been giving her the help she needs
So sorry for the catalogue of gripes and thank you for reading if you got this far. I'm feeling slightly better just for writing it down. ( already tried the CBT thing but it just looked like a list of shit)
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Chronic pain, worried about baby and now depression?
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Outofstrategies · 26/04/2016 10:31
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