I posted a few days ago about how I have been struggling with anxiety and regular very low mood over the past couple of years due to the peri menopause.
I am currently on quite a high dose of sandrena gel with separate Utrogestan to try and help my symptoms. Plus I have just started taking Citalopram to also try and help me through. My GP prescribed me 20mg of Citalopram but I am very nervous about taking it, so on Saturday I just started with 10mg at tea time. I started to feel anxious before bed but slept because I took a sleeping tablet (have had bad insomnia recently).
Yesterday morning I woke feeling very anxious and miserable and tearful and very low especially during the afternoon, but struggled through the day.
Last night I took another 10mg at teatime and felt quite calm after taking it and feel I slept quite well and only needed to take half a sleeping tablet.
But this morning woke up feeling so, so anxious. It's really bad. Took 2mg at breakfast but had to take another 2mg about an hour ago.
I know you can feel worse before you feel better, when starting an AD but this is really bad! But the strange thing is my actual mood feels quite a bit lighter today and my thinking clearer. I certainly don't feel that deadening lowness that I have been having recently.
I really want to stick with this so any advice on getting through (please no negatives about I must stop taking it)? I see my GP this Friday but worry my diazepam won't last long enough (only have 6 left). Is 2mg a really tiny dose because it's only really taking the edge off?
Could I have some advice and motivation to carry on please. I am desperstely clinging on to the fact that I slept more easily last night and my mood feels actually lighter today as proof that it is working and that I do need to take it.
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Day 2 of Citalopram and already really struggling. Help!
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Psion · 14/03/2016 13:23
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