ooh that rhymed!
I am so so sick of worrying all the time about unnecessary things, usually about the future which is so unnecessary!
Anyway i know it is prob a lot due to tiredness, but I just feel so jittery a lot of the time. Fluttery in the chest, light headed & faint when i get hungry (and i feel like i don't eat enough but i do eat 3 square meals a day plus snacks!) I think I have always had a problem with anxiety tbh but pre dd i was unaware of it really (except in bed at night when i couldn't switch my brain off my worries), i quashed it by a lot of nights out drinking etc and seeing ppl loads. I used to think i was depressive, i loved wallowing in misery whereas now i avoid that like the plague. Now:
a) I am generally very happy
b) I love my time to myself whereas previously it made me anxious, and i get to sleep v easily
c) I hardly ever get drunk, don't really even want to any more. it definitely used to be a crutch.
I think not working doesn't help. I do lose myself when i am fully involved in doing something with dd, or spending good time with friends or watching a film or something, but when time is going slowly my brain just won't stop (usually worrying about the future, interestingly not directly about dd, i feel very confident and happy that i am doing a good job as a mum :)) and i am so very aware of my body - heart, stomach etc. i think i tense my stomach muscles practically all the time! when i become aware of that and consciously relax them, it feels so unnatural and like i will allow my heart to bounce all over the place or something, weird...
i have started taking Bach's Rescue Remedy when feeling particularly jittery or something is coming up that i am nervous about, but does anyone have any other herbal remedy i could try? Or should i go to the doc's? I had a blood test done 6 weeks ago to check thyroid levels but i haven't heard back so i assume they're normal. Is it worth testing iron levels and blood sugar levels do you think?
Oh and it gets worse (well, the mental side of it) around PMT/period time even though I am on the Pill (i thought it was supposed to eliminate PMT symptoms).
I just want to be able to chill out and enjoy my very currently lovely life in the here & now!! How do I turn off my future???
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Is there something wrong with me or is it just anxiety?
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bourneville · 16/05/2006 20:01
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