Just want a rant

(33 Posts)
BreeVanDerTramp Sat 18-May-13 23:32:31

Can't do it in RL/Facebook etc but I have had enough.

I am a slave, have had crippling PND and just feel so worthless. Everything I say just shirks into oblivion, people speak over me and ignore me. Usually in RL but I can't rant about it there.

I used to be so funny and confident, the stuffing has been sucked out if me, at least MN will be one less place for me to be pissed off with myself.

Actually feel better that I can say this somewhere and walk away. Nothing changes but I've said it somewhere so maybe it's a start...

Mantella Sun 19-May-13 23:45:49

No, I refuse to ignore you grin

kotinka Sun 19-May-13 23:44:49

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Just ignore me I am a bit stressed in RL and for some reason feeling a bit over sensitive if nobody acknowledges my posts blush

kotinka Sun 19-May-13 23:26:22

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TheChaoGoesMu Sun 19-May-13 23:20:36

Oh you sound tired op, and the perforated uterus doesn't sound like a bundle of laughs. Things will get better. Have you looked on the mumsnet meet a mum board? I met some great people from there.

BreeVanDerTramp Sun 19-May-13 23:15:34

Stick around here then three - we can be the not ignored thread!

TBF, I've been here since 2010 but mainly in ante natal groups, I've had some great laughs and shed some tears it's just how I'm feeling at the minute, hope your ok and feel free to rant smile

Mantella Sun 19-May-13 23:07:22

Hi ThreeDaughtersLoveSandwiches. I'm sorry you feel a bit ignored on here. It happens to everyone. I know it can be hard but try not to take it personally. Here, have a brew

I know what you mean but in RL it isn't as bad as it is on here, don't know why I stay to be honest as always getting ignored.

Glad you are feeling a bit better and hope your health problems get sorted soon.

kotinka Sun 19-May-13 22:42:20

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Mantella Sun 19-May-13 22:18:29

I'm so glad you're starting to feel better. Sleep well.

BreeVanDerTramp Sun 19-May-13 22:16:24

Just off to bed but thought I'd check in feeling much better after a busy day in the sun, really appreciate the support on here!

lunatic I had a management position in the NHS, not something I'd go back to even if I could! Hope you got DDs room cleared and the window fitting isn't too much off a PITA!

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Mantella Sun 19-May-13 12:29:31

Ah see you do still sound pretty funny and confident. Dancing would have you wincing in pain. Getting trollied on the other hand ... grin

QOD Sun 19-May-13 12:05:33

Don't go, I actually recognise your name so you must be good company

BreeVanDerTramp Sun 19-May-13 11:59:38

Ohh I would love to get glammed up, get trollied and go dancing!! But 3 DC under 5 don't go well with a hangover grin

mantella your day today sounds like my every day, screw the housework!

Mantella Sun 19-May-13 11:56:53

You sound so much brighter after some sleep.

If you wanted to do something in the category of play, what would you like it to be?

As for my day it would probably bore you to tears (work/ house stuff etc) I don't want you to feel even worse. smile

BreeVanDerTramp Sun 19-May-13 11:43:36

Enough of me, me, me anyways what's everyone else up to today?

BreeVanDerTramp Sun 19-May-13 11:40:39

Hi everyone had a good sleep, DH off today so we have done house, I'm having a bath then off to park.

Yip 6 weeks lunatic back to hospital this week for my 7th TV scan, more rummaging and probable exploratory op, I don't care what they do now as long as they sort it - preferably under general anesthetic!

Pre DC I was all work and play, neither of these possible now - too far removed from my old job to return, moved (again) so no good friends as yet really or babysitters to allow DH and I to go out.

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TheDoctrineOfSnatch Sun 19-May-13 06:44:27

Bree, constant pain for all that time will get you down whatever. Hang in there, MN will be a good support.

Mantella Sun 19-May-13 06:14:23

And I have read posts of yours on here and you are definitely not a bore. Sleep well.

Mantella Sun 19-May-13 06:12:04

Bree, it sounds like you deserve a rant. I'm glad you feel a bit better for it and sorry you're in so much pain. It's hard when you feel you've lost yourself. Is there anything you used to enjoy preDC that you can take up again, even in a small way? flowers

BreeVanDerTramp Sat 18-May-13 23:51:36

I'm going to bed too, I feel better after ranting. Thank you again!

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