Not been on here for a long time. Feeling so low with no one to talk to. I have few friends and no-one close or who I see regularly. the more down I get the less I make contact with anyone, including my family.
I'm 32 with a 2 year old son and live my on-off partner of nine years. I wont bore you with the why's and wherefore's of our relationship, but it's been turbulent, let's say. I can honeslty say that if it weren't for my son we would have parted company some time ago. We dont have a sex life, which is the main problem for him; I feel angry and resentful toward him, for lots of reasons, which I know is the block to our intimacy. This is causing daily tensions and rows and I dont know what to do for the best, it's all been affecting me and my physical and mental health for some time and I just dont know what to do. Now it's affecting my son because the past few weeks have just been so dark and draining and I have no energy and am impatient and bad-tempered with my lively little boy.
Today has been particualrly low which is why I;e come on here; I dont cry often, but have spent the day blubbering around the house for no particular reason. Another mopey morning has culminated in my smacking my little boys bottom and shouting at him to go to sleep for his afternoon nap. I;m so gutted. I can't stop crying.
Ive just come on to splurge. I dont even know what im looking for.
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Tallulah1978 · 06/05/2010 13:53
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