Hi - not sure why I'm posting really, other than to get some perspective and moral support, I think.
I'm 16 weeks pregnant with ID twins and at the 12 week scan (when we found out it was twins) - one was significantly smaller than the other and all the complications that implies.
My DD is 14 months old, and if this pregnancy continues (and the complications aren't insurmountable) and I do have twins, I'll have 3 under 18 months.
I'm exhausted - DD has just got over a virus which I've now come down with and I was already feeling below par anyway what with being pg. I went back to work before Christmas, but back to a different team and office and although I know how lucky I am to have a job I'm finding 4 days a week, and doing 11 hour days absolutely exhausting - physically and mentally.
I feel like I'm losing sight of everything. I have no idea how we'll cope with 3 under 2, and the thought of bedtime/leaving the house/not leaving the house terrifies me.
I also find myself looking at pictures of DD when she was younger and missing that baby phase - she's started saying no and being more demanding and I just feel like it's all too much.
Also, as I'm pregnant much more quickly than we anticipated it means we've got much less time to get financially sorted before I go off again, so we're living like monks which isn't helping. I feel like 2010 has been the worst year of my life so far - and we're only half way through February.
Blurgh. Sorry. It feels good just to get it all out to be honest.
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Finding everything very hard work
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fufulina · 19/02/2010 14:56
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