I am pushing everyone away. I am a namechanger so please don't out me if you guess who I am. Regualar on MN now since 2004.
There are two major issues I need to deal with.
6 years ago I left a horrid abusive man, it wasn't the easiet thing to do but I did it.
I thought that would be the end but it seems not. It's now ruining my marriage with my new wonderful DH. How do I get over it? Sex is none existant (Well 2/3 times a month) and it is down to my self esteem.
The other major issue is miscarraiges - I have had 7 of them with the last one being recent, they are slowly tearing me apart and I have two wonderful miracle DC's. I suspect the MC's are also part of my issues with Sex.
On top of this i recently lost my jobn in shitty circumstances. I am pushing DH away. We are now at the cross roads and I know I need to get help.
I have contact the mc association after each mc and got no repsonse. I have searched and searched the inernet for local bereavement/loss coincillors near me and there is nothing.
What else can I do. I am so low right now. I have an appt with the doctor on the 21st.
I dont want to lose my husband
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I am losing myself, please help me get ME back!
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needmygetupback · 15/01/2010 11:00
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