Ive been seeing a psychotherapist for a few months and its been intense. Im feeling really vulnerable atm, because all the lids have been taken off all my boxes and Im know Im feeling every bad thing that has ever happened to me all at once. I had issues from childhood, a miscarriage that Ive never had the chance to grieve for (7 years ago), domestic violence, and so much pent up pain about other things I cant put on here. All finally led to some nervous breakdowns in the last few years. Im feeling very overwhelmed, bursting into tears a lot. The therapist told me to expect strong reactions, but Im retreating to a black box away from the world. Am feeling very agrophobic. I want to slow the world down.
Today Im supposed to be seeing my ds teacher. Ds is 6. She has noticed he is distant and unfocussed. I feel so guilty that indulging in therapy has crowded him out. His teacher and the head teacher are OK, but both have not been discreet in the past about other children/parents personal lives. If I say Im in crisis, Im scared about what they will do with the info ... I dont want it passed on to other parents. Im a very private person (she says putting it on the www!). Has anyone had exp of telling their school about low mental health/depression. There is a stigma about it, people dont always react positively. I dont want to be monitored closely, Im feeling self consious enough as it is, hating doing the school run. Im leaving for the school at 3pm and Im in bits. Please help/advise ... Thanks.
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Mental health
In a black box, feel desperate, unstable - dont know whether to tell the school
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ElectricBlue · 20/06/2005 12:14
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