Is it usual to feel complete paranoia and lack of confidence? I'm not sure if it's related to post natal depression or not (although I thnk not).
I'm on mat leave, havea 2 year old and six month old baby. I have two job interviews coming up (at my currant company) and really wondering whether I should bother. My thoughts are that I'm no good and what I do at work, it's surprising how I was ever promoted etc. No one has been in touch since I went on mat leave, and therefore everyone probably really doesn't like me etc etc.
Really I'd rather go back to bed, and hide from the world sometimes. A good cry would be nice but I can't, and when I think about the interviews my stomache is lurching, I know when I'm in there I'll be shaking with nerves and make a laughing stock of myself.
Is this normal? I'm ususally a very confident person and love my job.
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Paranoia and lack of confidence
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Dubbs · 19/10/2009 11:23
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