Shit, shit, shit. Feel like I'm imploding. Haven't got the concentration to meal plan and I need to do our online shopping order. DD3 is so 2, it's not funny. Really hard work. DD4 has turned into a toddler far too young - she's not even 1 yet, and she's already having tantrums if she doesn't get what she wants. And she's a bloody limpit baby right now.
DD1 is wonderful, thank goodness. DD2 is wonderful a lot of the time and a screaming banshee who mirrors my mood perfectly the rest of the time.
Can't believe I'm feeling like this - first time in about two months .
Just got completely overwhelmed just by trying to think about meals for the next two weeks - something I do all the time! Thank goodness my friend is coming over. But what the hell am I going to do if this is more than a blip? I really hoped I'd beaten the depression. What do I do to beat it back down again?
I really don't want counselling again. It was so hard work to fit it in with everything, and I'm sure leaving DD4 so frequently so young is one of the things that's made her so clingy now.
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Fucking black dog rears his ugly head again. Can anyone hold my hand today?
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FlamingoBingo · 08/09/2009 09:23
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