I have still not been to the GP about what I am sure is Social Anxiety Disorder. I had hypnotherapy but could no longer afford it as therapist price went up to £50 an hour and I basically don't even have enough money to cover the bills at the moment.
Anyway, DP had a go the other night because I complained that a bunch of "hoodies" scared me n DS away from the football pitches the other day (they weren't doing anything, just loitering around and since it is kinda secluded at footie pitches, I picked up DS and came home n played in the garden instead). DP is convinced all we do is sit in the house all day every day since I don't go to mother n toddler or playgroup as basically I can't handle meeting new people and if I do actually go to a new club, I only go once since I don't want anyone else to find out what a weirdo I am, that I am shy to the point of not talking and that I have no real friends or hobbies...
I am going to make appt to see GP but I am terrified of going on meds. I really would like to try for CBT but GP don't really appreciate their patients telling them what to do and anyway, my anxiety means I will either go to docs and cry and tell them everything then just take meds if they offer them or cancel the appt the day after I have made it and not go at all...
What would you advise those who have been through it?
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Social Anxiety getting out of control (no surprise there then)
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Paranoid1stTimer · 31/08/2009 12:09
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