I am not sure if i am actually ill, have anxiety or PND or am just going mad.
8 weeks or so ago i problem with my hands, i had pins and needles in my fingers. I convinced myself i had MS, went to the dr who said it was unlikely and recommended i went to a chiropractor which i did and after some wrenching about and acupuncture my hands are better though not perfect although i cant put my finger on what i think is wrong with them. Chiro said my back was a mess and he's not suprised i was having symptoms.
Since the beginning of this (when i first worried about MS) i have been having odd symptoms which i think are all in my head, they might not be but ive worked mysef up into such a state about it i don't know whats real and whats not. I am having anxiety attacks, constantly feel sick with worry and feel asif i am starting to lose grip on reality. It is ALL i think about and honestly it's ruining my life. I am not just worried about MS but cancer and other ilnesses too.
I don't feel depressed generally just horribly anxious all the time, i am constantly imagining being a burden to my children and dying before they are old enough to really remember me. I am having suicidal thoughts but not in such a way that i ever would, it just comes in to my head
Im going to the Drs later but im woried that this anxiety is making something really wrong with me..
I feel like a complete freak. Df told me i need to pull myself together,i know i do i am being ridiculous but i can't.
I am being a really shit Mum to DD (4.5), Ds is only a baby.
Has anyone else been though this type of extreme hyperchondria, will it go away ?
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Health Anxiety taking over my life :(
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The456 · 10/07/2009 14:45
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