I'm terrified I'm going mad. DS1 is 2 and a half and DS2 is 8 months. Got really down when DS1 was 6 months but was told it wasn't PND as I didn't want to harm DS and that PND was supposed to happen within weeks of having the baby. Talked to HV and felt better within a few weeks.
This time however, I'm so worried I'm not going to to get better. Kids and DH up Mother-in-laws and will be back any min. I'm dreading them coming home though. I'm so worried I wont be able to cope. I'm crying as I write this as I know how bad I sound. I can just see my DH rolling his eyes but trying to be sympathetic as I inevitable burst into tears the min he walks in and leave him to do all the work with the boys.
We're expecting visitors this evening who we haven't seen for ages and I just can't face it. I can't motivate myself to eat leave alone sort the house out and get it all ready for them. I'm letting everyone down but just can't seem to lift myself out of this.
Please somone tell me it's going to be ok as all I can see is doom and gloom.
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Please tell me i'm not going mad!
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welshmoomin · 25/05/2009 13:00
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