i have always suffered from depression, mainly due to my family and background, i finally got rid of family (disowned) and got rid of druggy boyfriend and felt so much better.
I got married and have got two beautiful children, but have a close bond with one that I don't have with the other , that dh doesn't like.
I am grossly overweight and i have been told that if i don't lose weight i won't make another 4 years, but, if i feel down i can't stop eating.I don't know whether I love my hubby, I sometimes don't know if i love one of my children.
I wake up and just plod along, i make any excuse not to go out of the house and can't be bothered to go out and i'm already on a high dose of anti-depressants.
If this is my existence, I don't know if I want to go on, my life is looking after the home and kids and nothing else becuase dh is soooooooooooooooooooooo unsupportive, when he works the world stops revolving and I have to carry the baggage. He goes out once or twice a month and has to spend the next day in bed, but if I am genuinly ill, because i don't go out, i still have to suffer and he won't let me go upstairs without the kids pestering me.
What am i going to do??????????
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I can't go on.........................................
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wotdooidoo · 14/04/2005 21:08
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