I am in a self destruct mood

[NewApprehensiveBeginning]

And I really don't care.

[Portofino]

Oh NAB! Have you been to see your GP yet? You really need to! I was plucking up the courage to see mine today to say I was off work with a cold, but actually planned to say loads of stuff about how I was really feeling. Bloody closed on a Thursday!

There were lots of helpful links on the other thread. I was wishing I was in the UK. Very un MN but here's a hug!

[NewApprehensiveBeginning]

He can't help with this tbh.

[CountessDracula]

Well nothing we say makes any difference does it?

Every day you have a thread like this. Every day people post suggestions. You ignore them

You need RL help, not a load of strangers on a website. You really need to try and take that on board.

(not that we mind trying to help of course, it just never does, does it?)

I don't mean that unkindly at all. I just think you need to get some HELP

[NewApprehensiveBeginning]

Which is exactly why I want out.

Thanks all.

It has been a blast.

I am not going to do anything stupid.

I am going to do something I should have done a long time ago.

[CountessDracula]

Good
As long as it isn't anything stupid, as you say

Good luck x

[OhYouBadBadKitten]

email link to the samaritans

[Portofino]

NAB, don't flounce on us! When you say stupid there are other stupids as well as the one you may have been thinking of. You need to get proper help with this.