Things are getting too much for me.
I've been on Ads since DS1 was 10mo - he is now 3.5years old and I now have another DS 14mo.
I am so exhausted
I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel
I have gone up 4 dress sizes and i feel like an ugly, disgusting mamouth
Last year I lost 2.5st on Slimming World but I stopped and it's all come back on. Would have been too expensive to carry on as what kept me going were expensive diet yogurts and SW HiFi bars.
I'm tired of breastfeeding, not sleeping, being so huge that clothes in the shops are limited, fed up of not being able to go shopping/having a coffee/browsing in a bookshop by myself.
I love my kids more than anything in the world but I feel that I am not good enough to be their mum and that they would be better off being adopted.
Is there ANYTHING I can do to compensate for being woken 4 times a night? Please tell me!
Will I ever feel like a woman again?
Will this depression ever go?
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I can't take it anymore
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mama2boyz · 15/01/2009 21:28
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