I've been off Citalopram for a good three months now and been coping very well, although had odd wobbly moments.
However, had my first panic attack in ages on Sunday night...left me reeling and so exhausted and stressed that couldn't go to work. Have an appt with the Dr today for advice but thought I would post on here too.
A lot has been happening in RL..DH was away for a month as MIL is terminally ill...he's come back now and there seems to be nothing but work as all of his shifts got pushed for when he came back, even though I asked him before he went to ensure this didn't happen as I knew it would cause stress for the pair of us. He wouldn't do it as he wants the money to pay for the trip abroad, even though he has savings he can use. So the bulk of the childcare is down to me while he is doing all these shifts.
He is talking about going for another month in Jan/Feb but nothing is certain as it all depends on his mum...the not knowing is stressing me out completely as I cope by knowing what's what and having plans in mind iyswim? Although have not said this to him as he has enough on his plate.
We haven't had a proper family holiday in a good 3/4 years - its all been trips abroad to see his mum and they haven't been very pleasurable as DH was grumpy and DS would hardly eat, tetchy etc.
The way things are going, its not looking like we will have a holiday next year either as he will have to use up all his hols to go and see his mum..again, all understandble in the circumstances but we have NO time as a family to just chill out and relax..no weekends away due to his shifts..nothing. It all seems to be about trips to see his family..saving up to go and then saving up to pay back anything after he's gone and its really pissing me off...been like this since we have got married and so I guess while I should be patient now given the cirumstances, I find myself annoyed with it -although again, have not shown this at all to him
Its getting too much and my work is seriously suffering, which again is stressing me out.
Have waffled a bit but needed to offload...any tips appreciated...
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Been off Citalopram for a good three months or so now...but had first major panic attack in ages and feel like am slipping back...its just a blip right??
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PussinJimmyWhoooos · 18/11/2008 12:21
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