Hi there, am feeling really awful for some reason. I have a gorgous little 17 month old (we had a rough start, she was premature and stopped growing in utero so was in special care for 6 weeks, then failed to thrive and had dev delay as a result) and at the moment I just feel as though I'm not strong enough to be a good mother. When she cries, I cry, I keep worrying about what I will do if anyone is ever even remotely unkind to her or doesn't like her when she gets older and I am also suffering from OCD with excessive handwashing coupled with a phobia of sickness and of her throwing up when we're not at home. I am worried about how my mental state will affect her. I don't think I have PND but I know that there is a lot wrong with me. Has anyone else had similar feelings and what did you do? I would be grateful for any advice here as I'm not sure which way to go with this. thanks heaps
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