Have just been e-mailing dh at work. I have a bad back today and am laid up in bed. There are 1001 jobs to do around here and I feel like a bad wife/mother because I can't do any of it without being in agony. Kids have gone back to school after a week off and everything is upside down here. Going to grab some sleep as I was up twice with dd2 (3) and five times with dd1 (5) last night. Couldn't sleep with the pain either. I have suffered with depression for three years now and haven't been very motivated to do a lot anyway. Have just told dh that I am so lucky to have him and thanked him for being so understanding. He told me that he was the lucky one. I have no idea why - I can't keep things up together here and I don't work, I find it hard being patient with the kids sometimes, I find it hard to get intimate with dh too - although I love him to bits. He comes home from work and cooks dinner, goes shopping in the evenings if I haven't felt up to it. He's fab - I've no idea why he thinks he's lucky.
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