I think this is the right place. just need some friends for a bit.
i am a coward and have namechanged.
I've spent all the money (inc overdraft) in my account. I've been sinking for months. DH knows I've done this before years ago and has been asking on and off if I'm 'straight'. I have lied and lied and lied. Buried my head in the sand hoping for that 'prpmotion' Hoping for the magic wand to quit fags which drain my money. Its not even like I've been buying useful things. Fags . . . Presents for people. Trying to start a new hobby - something to be proud of 'cus god knows I need something to be proud of in my life.
Its come to a head this morning and I've fessed up to DH. Understandably he's upset. Not the money the lies. I've lost his trust I know I have. I've cried for hours and hours and can't stop. WHat if i've put our families future in jeapordy. Dduring this credit crunch I've put us in such a precarious position.
ON top of all that I know that I'm doing a shitty job of being a mum and wife.
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sadandscared · 24/08/2008 12:49
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