I am sinking

[HoldingOn]

I dont want to sink
This isnt fair

[HeinzSight]

Oh love, what's going on?

[FanjolinaJolly]

Aww sweetheart.Keep talking.

[HeinzSight]

Please keep posting, you'll get lots of help and support here.

[HoldingOn]

There is no space
It is just all noise and i am so tired
So so very tired

[HeinzSight]

What do you mean it is just all noise?

Are you hearing stuff, like tinitis?

[scottishmummy]

do you have crisis team number or out of hours service?someone to call,talk to.

A&E have on call psych if desperate go A&E

are you safe just now
are you ok
what has happened

[HoldingOn]

I just need some peace from all this noise
I think im losing it again
I am a regular trying very hard to talk without anyone knowing who i am

[scottishmummy]

noise?do you mean hearing talking etc when there is no one around.knowing your symptoms do you feel you are deteriorating?

what are your warning signs of deterioration
do you have a CMHT etc
can you contact out of hours

[HeinzSight]

please keep posting holdingOn

[HoldingOn]

The noise is my child
My heart is racing
Im very tense
I feel very hot
I am wanting to sh

I need to hold it together
Yes i have a CMHT

[FanjolinaJolly]

Can you contact your CMHT?

[scottishmummy]

ok.deep breath.call cmht out of hours.
clearly you are distressed and scared
make that call

[HeinzSight]

How old is your LO?

[HoldingOn]

I dont want to say how old my lo is.
Please stay will you?

[scottishmummy]

have you phoned your cmht yet?

[HoldingOn]

I am calling
I am so sorry

[scottishmummy]

nowt to be sorry for.make the call get the support you need

hope this resolves ok

[HeinzSight]

please don't apologise. Am glad you are making a call. Please get the support you need, also keep posting if you can. x x

[HoldingOn]

I am just so useless tonight. Exhausted
Do you ever look at yourself in the mirror and wonder why you are actually here?
What is your purpose?

[scottishmummy]

did you call?what was the result?yes everyone has those days. i look like i fell out a bin most days

[bythepowerofgreyskull]

every day
Just another friendly person at the other end here

[bythepowerofgreyskull]

hope you are on the phone

[umberella]

everyone feels like that sometimes. keep your head up.

Ask for help if you need it.

wishing you love and strength x

[HoldingOn]

Greyskull
I know you

[bythepowerofgreyskull]

anythign I can do hon?