Hello,
Im in a bit of a dilema as to what I should do with 2 diaries that I have locked away in a box and no longer have the key. I have ignored the box for 2 years now, but its at my mother's house and I dont want anyone to try and break it open. Im sure they would have done by now but its a bit of a black cloud over my head.
In these diaries, which I began when I was 21, and continued until 32, I have written the most painful horrific accounts of things that have happened to me.
Im curious to read them, as those memories are just a part of my past and I have really moved on.
But what exactly do you do with things like this? People who know me and the incredible rollercoaster life Ive led insist that I write a book. But I no longer have the confidence I once had with writing, plus Im busy with my babies.
SHould I throw them away? Depression manuals and endless hours of counselling have taught me to forget the past and live in the present.
Or do I keep these memories to remind myself that things were bad then and not now?
any thoughts?
thankyou
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a diary full of painful memories
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vannah · 14/07/2008 20:46
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