I am in my early 40's and wonder if I am going through the menopause.
I just don't feel right.
I just seem to be getting by day by day and all I feel is anxiety about everything.
I have no motivation or desire to do anything.
I try my best for my childen but feel like a crap mother and often say to myself that I hate myself.
I want to feel better and not feel scared all the time.
I want to get up in the morning looking orward to the day and not dreading it,and dreading having to go out and face people.
I stood in the school playground today and was aware of the noise around me but just felt alone and panicky.
The idea of sex makes me feel guilty for some reason and it feels dirty to me .
I love my DH and children and want to be a proper mother and wife.
I lookaround me and wonder how people do it.
Manage to ve orgainised and look good and find the motivation to want to do things.
I have no pride in my apperance anymore and the house looks a mess and don't know what to do about it.
My whole life is spent with me feeling anxious all the time and worrying about what lies ahead.
I over protect my childen for fear of losing them and what to do more with them and take them places but my anxiey takes over everything.
I go to hang te washing out and a bird flying past wil make me jump.
I am on edge all the time.
My head feels fuzzy a lot of the time and can't sleepat night.
but then end up tired and grumpy the next day.
Just can't see a way out.
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Mental health
What is wrong with me?
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fazed · 05/06/2008 00:15
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