i work full time long hours from home.
I get to see lots more of my child than i would if was working out of home.
I have a nice but stressful job.
I had quite bad PND when my LO was born, nothing worked, i managed to 'get myseelf' out of it as well as coming to terms with(sort of) my crap childhood.
I have beautiful child, lovely partner, nice home, money(although eratic) coming in, hol booked, everything good...but im not.
moody, snappy and irratable especially with my LO
Not time of month or anything
no different to any other LO i guess, very loving, very helpful, a little cheeky, wingy...but when ive finished work i want to relax..LO doesnt(obviously)..work was particulary stresful this afternoon and instead of taking it in my stride and veing calm and collected i took it out on my LO..then i felt incredibly guilty as all day my LO had been wonderful, just normal kid stuff irritated me..so i guess what i need, is to work out how to stop my snappiness, grow up and see my LO for the wonderful little person they are..just dont feel any bond at minute and i so desperatly want toowhen theyre asleep everynight i feel such guilt that i could have doe things better, spent more time with them, listened more, played more..then tomrorow arrives and history repeats itself
Please or to access all these features
Please
or
to access all these features
Mumsnet hasn't checked the qualifications of anyone posting here. If you have medical concerns, please seek medical attention.
Mental health
Not been here in long time?, is it still the right place? or am i being a drama queen?
6 replies
PatheticMum · 28/05/2008 22:14
OP posts:
Please create an account
To comment on this thread you need to create a Mumsnet account.